equipped

We are all moved in to our new home.

Getting our stuff out of boxes felt amazing and brought back a rush of memories from DC.

I am 34 weeks pregnant and was not a huge help with the move so thankfully our family is awesome! My in laws helped so much and then got on a plane to go welcome the newest members of our family in California. Zach’s sister Katie gave birth to twins this past Thursday! Zizi is going to have some really close cousins to be best friends with and we could not be more excited.

Zach’s sister and I have been a month apart throughout our pregnancies and she has been my go to person with any question or concern. Now that she’s had her babies, I just keep thinking, now it’s my turn!

I can’t believe she could be here in a month.

I kept asking myself the same question, over and over,

Are we ready?

Which was freaking me out because the answer is no.

But recently I have come to a conclusion.

I’ve decided that I don’t think it’s possible to ‘be ready.’

We can try to prepare, be informed, have all the right tools, etc. but ready isn’t the right term.

I believe that when the day comes, when I meet my sweet Zizi for the first time I will be equipped.

God did not accidentally make us her parents, there is a reason she has been given to us and He will equip us with everything we need and I am so thankful for that!

-hay